I wasn't going to blog today, I didn't think that I could.
My heart feels like it is going to explode in my chest.
I don't know how else to explain it.
And suddenly, I am at a loss for words.
I am flailing. Grieving for a friend that has come to mean so much over the last 13 years.
Last night, Eddie, my sweet, lovable, darling pit bull, loyal to a fault, went out to take his last pee of the day, and somehow fell into the pool, and drowned.
We are stricken. Sleepless. Crying, crushed.
We knew that he was very old. We knew that it would soon be time.
But to have the end sneak up on you, and hit you up side of the head, well, it just seems so cruel.
Maybe tomorrow, or the next day, or the next, it will make sense.
I hope you all understand, but I really don't have anything else to say.
Good night, lovey lou lou. Good night.